I too am in a very difficult economical situation right now... but don't want to get into any kind of depression, I know this will not help me, nor my wife... So, the best I can tell you is:
"Common lets keep going and don't give up".
Once, somebody was looking for some water... He got a shavel and started deeging, but he got tired and went away, cos there was no results after a week. Another man, just besides him, started deeging too, in search for water.
The first, changed place and started another whole, but did not find water either... the second was still there, did not find water either...
The first man went again to a new place, and started another whole... he worked for another week and tired, depressed and angry, left this one to go again, to a new place... and did not find water...
The second one, finally found water staying always in the same place, working in only ONE direction. The firt man surprised, came to hem and asked: "Hey, how did you do it? I coudn't get water!" to what he answerd: "Your problem is that you are never patient enough to wait for the water to come, because you actually were in the right path, as I was, it is the same area so the same water I've found, should have been found by you. Next time, make sure you stay long enough in ONE single direction, and you'll succed".
The failed man, went to the first place, the one he liked most, and kept working in the same whole, till he actually found the "SAME" source of water than the succesuful man.
O truly hope you to succed, but we both will need a little more of WILL POWER and much PATIENCE to get there...
Good luck my friend, and get to the bouth!
